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December 6th, 2013

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I think i was so excited to have a relationship, I forgot to actually BE in a relationship.....

November 8th, 2013

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So I had to turn down a cute guy at work who asked me out... I was pissed.

Hopefully the guy I'm dating now will be worth it.

Probably not....

He'll probably leave me for Hawaii... Or that girl he's been dating off and on long-distance for years....

Maybe this guy from today is just a dick, yeah, I'll go with that...

Actually he probably won't like me if he asks me out. Although he didn't really talk to me. Which is sort of an issue. But I guess you can't really chit chat at this Starbucks. But retail-Kaitlin is completely different from normal-Kaitlin, so he'll probably have the wrong idea of me.

IDK, FUCK. Taylor better be worth it.

October 16th, 2013

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I had a wildly inappropriate dream involving me kissing a guy I knew a long time ago but recently came back into my life, while we were about to die in a bus crash. But he was robert sheehan... then I had the weirdest sex in my dream with the guy I'm currently sort of dating, and then went to hang out with my elementary school friends... I'm clearly in a weird place in my life right now..

October 20th, 2012

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I'm stuck between....

1. Trying to get back with him because I like him and we only have like 6 months.
2. Letting him go because it will be too hard for me.
3. Letting him go because it will be too hard for him.

And I've told myself over, and over, and over again that being with someone you like, and that likes you is better than being alone. Give it a chance, see how it plays out... But it's absolutely inevitable that we will both get hurt.

The other problem is, that we're friends, and I want us to stay friends, but seeing him is absolutely impossible, because he is literally the most attractive man I have ever known personally.

IDK, maybe I'll try to talk to him tonight if he's on. Although, I did tell myself tomorrow night would be better....

October 19th, 2012

and one random guy from high school.

October 17th, 2012

Sneaky Hate Spiral:

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1. I miss you.
2. Maybe we're supposed to be together.
3. But you really hurt me.
4. You weren't right for me.
5. A list of all the reasons you're bad for me.
6. Eh, at least it happened.
7. Whatever, I'm over it.

TIL NEXT TIME.

September 3rd, 2012

HE FUCKING FUCKED ME UP!

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August 16th, 2012

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ugh, I'm not so sure I can do this again...

But I also really don't want to give it up.

I just don't want to get my hopes up again, and then have someone crush me.

June 28th, 2012

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Sometimes I just think to myself, 'you're attractive, you fucking misogynistic bastard.'

That is a wrong think to think.

June 17th, 2012

no. no really though...

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you can listen to neutral milk hotel for forever.

and it's not fair.
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